Journey of my life

The route of my life besides thanking my parents, i also wished to thank this person. She's one of my important friend to me forever..without her i can't even have the strength and confident to do a single task..without her too, i can't even have the chance to improve my skills to study well..This person is Wong Siew Leng. She's always there beside me advising me and helped me alot when i'm in trouble. She never push herself away from me..not a single time. Its me who did which really hurts her. She can even forgive what i've done to her. Sorry and thank you..!! I met her when she entered St. Andrew's School from tutong. She's quiet and hardworking not forgetting smart..haha..smart ass..From that year, we became friends then good friends then best friends then sisters..unbelievable..Although now, we've been seperated, she's in Adelaide, im in Malaysia, that dosen't and wont affect our relationship.. we're always friends forever..we believed there's one day we can get to each others side not long..Friends, i've always asked and questioned myself, what's friends for? What's Friends? Are they part of my life? These questions pops up on my mind everytime..don't know why..At the moment, i define friends as people who lend their hands to you when you face difficulties, people who u can believe, people who can change your life. I found this answer after i met and had Siew leng this friend..i really adore her a lot. She and i was misunderstood to be lesbians before..haha..we're not though we're straight..we looked like one because we're closed together! After coming back to Malaysia, im seeking to find one friend like siew leng.. till now..still in progress. Without friends around you, your life will be full of lonliness..through that, depression will occurr. Friends makes every one of us happy by spending time with them playing, shopping, joking, etc.

Talking back out by journey to my life, honestly, i don't wished to live long. Everytime, i wished for this when i blew off the candles light. I made this wish is not because i still hate this family but it's for some other private reason. To someone else, they hope to live up till 90+ not me..To me living till 60 to 70 is enough. People will sure said im crazy..this is'nt crazy at all..different people have different thougths. Before aging up, i hope the dreams i always hoped since young can come true..that's what i really wanted most not relationships, not creating and have my own family..Openly, my dream is i don't wish to be an ordinary human like anybody else, i want to be someone different.. That's what i really want to be not a baker actually and honestly..