My History

Everyone of us here sure has their own history, history about their past life, either happy or sad. Mine, even myself dont even really know to describe it. Let me start like this..
When i was young i admit that i'm not a good child, daughter and sister. Lolz!! Why i said this?? Of course there's several reasons, not a reason! In short, when i was young i always hated living under the "KUM'S FAMILY". I always swear my paents and etc. This is because when i was young, i have always been smacked by my dad for these reasons..1) Poor results 2) Naughty. I could still remember how hurts it is till now. Although thinking back will make me unhappy, but think wisely, if my dad didnt had smacked me, i dont even learn a lesson..i really deserves thise smacks. So now, as i grew up i really appreciate what my parents have done on me though it's a sad and pain memory. These memories will never be wipe away from my mind and heart. I knew my dad felt bad after smacking me very hard with canes or his belt..i can see that..really can see that..My dad, by looking at his appearance, a lot of my friends said he's a fierce man. Honestly, don't judge a book by it's cover. My dad is actually a funny person. He loves joking around but when serious times comes don't try to dare him..you won't recognise him by then..What he said is totally different form his heart. When he said he don't wish to have a daughter like you, he dont mean his words. Instead, he'll waits for you to go online to chat with you..he'll wished to buy you the best fast notebook..he'll give you pocket money although you still had money to spend..You know wat. it's quite hard to fing and have this kind of father although sometimes he's..///??..????///!!//. However, my mum, also a friendly lady. She's understanding..sometimes..haha..get mad easily..dont like to joke..may become serious very quick..My mum is adventurous..when i was young, i hate her one thing. The one thing really made me hates her lots..that is mountain trekking..Have you ever experience what i've experienced? Trekking when it's 1 pm...even if having exam, also need to go for trekking??? Have you ever saw a girl holding her notes and memorize alomg with her when she's trekking?? i did!! that girl is me! Gosh..thats though.. have to memorize under the hot sun on top if the mountain..crossing rivers, forests. rocks...that notes is history notes again..stress or not?? SIGH...Talking back that really is funny..LOLZ..hope that incident won't happen again..my mum started bringing me and my sisters to mount trek when i was 5 or 6 years old till last year, 17 years old..She also brought my second sis and i to mount kinabalu.. CLIMB LIKE HELL..COLD LIKE HELL..but was fun though..3 times gave me alot of memories..different memories..All these memories i wont dare to forget. Reviewing these memories may sometimes tears me up. How i treated my parents when i was young really regrets me..i shouldn't have done that to them..i don't have the guts to tell then face to face that i love them very much and thank them for bringing me up, well- behaved..really thank to them..they've been a great parents to me honestly..really..Here, i would like to say this to my mum and dad.."Dad, Mum, thanks for all your efforts on me and my other two sis..you both, although's tired you guys still have to work and pay up my fees and give me allowance..i dont know how to pay u back these appreciations..wat i can do is caring u both when u're old..i mean my word..without u guys, kum chee mei never can exist..I love you!!