Fair Morning

Today, i'm feeling deeply bad. Don't feel like talking to anyone. No one to share my feelings with. I'm feeling so lonely today, alone at home made me think a lot of things again. What should i do? Can't continue to sleep, cause i've been bothered again. My head is aching again. Staying at home no where to go. Holidays and off classes is making me sick. When i was in my sec , i've always hoped to have holidays but now i don't want it anymore. Maybe it's because the place im staying now is different from the place i'm staying before. The surroundings changed. Totally different feelings. Even watching movie and listening to songs, i can even dream about something not even focusing on the drama. What's wrong with me again. Since today i'll be staying all alone at home, why not continue to be alone..i really have no mood and don't wish to talk to anyone. I want to be left alone...emotional feelings are surrounding me..i feel like my tears can't stop rolling down on my face..