Calm Mood

Today, my mood is slightly calm. I finally could control my emotions and feelings. Was all alone at home today, didnt thought much, was keeping my eyes busy at the dvds the whole day. Hmm..i dont think i need a doctor anymore, i guess i can overcome it myself buy anyway, i appreciate your advice my dear siew leng. Received messages from sean, not sure should i believe what he said or someone else. Anyway, i hope we can be back to friends sean, just give me some time, can you? I'm not being cruel to you i just need time and thats what i can say to you and its all i can say because i've been bothered by something else recently so am not in the mood. Dont ask me anything further. *sigh*