Unforgettable moments

Hey there, my blog has been left aside for so long..was quite buzy with lots of stuff recently..anyway, lots of things happened..mostly, unhappy ones..Firstly..jessi and i are no longer friends anymore..for some reason..not my fault anyway..our friendship had lasts since the day they treated me that way..i never knew because i didnt put in much effort into the gingerbread assignment could cause them to be so misunderstanding and jessi, i thought she understands me but unfortunately...not..she's not understanding than siew leng was.. she just know how to pretend to be innocent..she didn't even explian for me to sinnee and jonathan why i can't stay and helped them finished the last part of the work..she didnt at all..at one side, she told me she didn't..but at the other side sinnee didn't even knw the reason...and bcz of such misunderstandings, jonathan came up to my facebook and messed up..saying im bull-shitting her..hey, c'mon, like when did i? whn on hell did i..what i said is all fact! Saying that, im like a child, i'm immature, brunei ppl can't think well..hey c'mon see who's the one who's immature?? And we got better a bit during the leadership assignment...but later..jonathan, without knowing anything...he said i wanna start the war again bcz he saw my wall posts...what i 'd wrote there was for them..y must he be so sensitive to it? ita my privacy to post what i like..he has no rights to stop me to do that! Don't he think he's being so rascal recently? he thought he's cool but he's totally not! I hated people like this..always think that they're right, always like to misunderstands..never read and understand on what have been explained..jessi, being so fake to me..at one point telling me that she dosen't wanna end our friendship but at another point she said im bull shitting her...darn her! if i could be rash..i'll call her a bitch..but i don't wanna call her that..louis..being like a real dog...deserve how his other buddies treated him..loves to play and fool around..got my feeling lied..i'm sick of him..yea...sharon, my buddy was attrated to him..so what can i say? congrats lo...but not that proud to knw abt that..i'm willing to let my friendship with jessi, i am willing to let go the whole gang as well..i still can live without them..if u lemme choose either one..jessi or siew lemng..i'll let jessi off..i'll hold on to siew leng..i still remember what had happened to me and siew leng..i had a very huge misunderstanding on her..she got so upset..it was my fault...because i thought negative abt her...bt later bcz both of us were nt willing to let go our friendship..we're still who we are now..although we're apart, we still love each other..although we do argue, bt we never fall to what jessi and i was..so im really so disappointred with everything in K.L...esp. all my friends except for some...