Rainy Day

It has been a busy month for me..am really tired and in pain, worried and feared, struggling to remember the dance steps right and into the beat..but it seemed to me tough as im out of the beat..and not smooth enough..im getting very worried..i'm worried that i can't do well..maybe jon was right..i can't do it if i din put in my effort Be Confident!..These really disturbed me alot till i dont have the appetite to eat my meals..i still felt kindda lack of something but am not sure what am i lacking in..watching different music videos, watching the steps hard, paying attention on the counting beats, grooves..hoped to get inspired with it..is really hard..im tired!!!! singing and dancing was my interest..i have to do it best...i'll feel disappointed if i can't..who can train me to get back the grooves???? oh my..