Fair day

It's quite a long time i didn't update my blog eversince after the x'mas performance..amyway, im fine..doing good, going through my industrial training in marriott now as a trainee..not bad, just tiring..today i went to get an mc from the doctor in the clinic cause i wasn't feeling so well..food poisoning..definately bcz of the hot shoppe foods!! besides that, my heart aches a lot..i seemed not to understand what i'm really thinking..i'm kinna lost my soul..just lke my soul suddenly went out from my body leaving my body swaying around by itself without even myself knowing..i just know i want a serious relationship..found the target but they said he's not a good one and more..but i know human changes..i trust him as well as them..if i trust my friends that he not a nice guy, he's a play boy..it's unfair to him..like me, i have random personalities..but i'm trying to change..so i did..why can't i give him a chance..i thanked my friends who gave me the advices, i do appreciate it..now, nothing else to think..i'm trying my best to achieve what i want..i'm not sure how long..if really can't work out then i'll move on..