Time really flashed tremendously quick and now here i am..from a student to a fresh graduate..it should be actually a happy thing to me, however, it's not like what i've thought though..all the way, i thought.. not only my family will attend my graduation but also my loved one..nevertheless, i broke up and couldnt find one that really satisfied me. it's sad..really sad i thought he could pride me up but it's not as i thought..he's cold..he's woody...he's just not the cup of tea i always wanted...should i really give up and go on..forget every each of them including sean? i admit that im not pretty..i admit im petty, i admit im a girl who dosent have a stable feeling with certain guys i'd met with..but what can i do..nothing..i wanted to stop these feelings but i just cant..cause i dont have the chance to actually prove it..what i really hoped is..find a secure job to feed myself and my family..my necessities could be spent using my own income..have trustable frenz..meet up a guy who loves me, care me..( at least taller an inch than me is fine..i know i should stop my high expectation till now if not i really can be left widowed..=( sigh..)just that simple...and another thing that upset me is..my dreams will never happened and exist..i think i shall put my dreams down and start another new journey infront of me..although its hard for me to do so, i still have to do it..its time for me to step out of this box..i encountered different things, i saw lots of different things..and its time for me to really grow up and face the reality...this society is full of competitors and challenges..i hoped there will be someone to accompany me to go on every level till the end.........
where's my mr. right....?
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