Heading up and looking forward

Happy Chinese New Year and 2012 is here! Being rumored that 2012 is end of the year? is that really true? Whether it is or not, I'll live my life up till the end. In this brand new 2012 i would really want to re transform myself by staying alone without any fear. Perhaps, being alone in 2012 is not a bad thing at all. Freedoms ( wishing to go anywhere i want by going out away from close friends and my beloved families and work elsewhere..) could even migrate to that "elsewhere" if i finally could let go everything. I had a friend who told me to re-plan my plans. Should i? Re-planning everything is actually a hard thing to do..it's just like re-doing a proposal. But, i would give up, totally give up my plans for someone whom is worth for me to stay. Lolz, but i don't think this will happen especially on me. So, re plan...i don't think i will..

sigh...re- plan will just make me fell totally lost and blank just like the above desert...and so it's hard for me to change my mind. Change, to human its easy to say but it's hard to fulfill it. It's not just by saying it can do it.....