Rainy Day

Hmm...i'm really so curious why my friends called my sister-in-law...asked them why?they didn't wanna tell me..just so weird..when did i become their sister-in-law? weird...sigh....C&G is coming not long after the exams over...tiring...all in a sudden i reaslly missed siew leng...maybe i should be like wan lu just fly over there and find her snap photos wit her..haha...but siew leng told me that she'll try to come over to k.l for transit..so that we could hang out togather..it's been quite a long time we didn't meet after our O'levels...even when she get back to brunei, i cant leave k.l to brunei...when i managed to go back, its her turn to stuck in adelaide..we could only fool each other on the facebook...was fun too...like this coming nov/dec..she's goin back..but i can't..how sad!although both of us were disappointed again..we'll never give up..that's us! Friends forever..

Rainy Day

yesterday, jess spotted several of my friends cheated and caught them..she caught wei lim..i was standing next to her, and i was thinking why i can see jessi cheating with a piece of paper under her exam paper..why cant jess see it? so damn unfair..i was trying to tell jess about it..but why i didnt? then today ah yao told me that yesterday jess told him to ask me to tell her who else cheated..send her the name..the first thing in my mind was jessi..i really wanna push her out because i really hated her..but i just can't..because we once are closed friends..and don't because of what had happenend between the both of us i hate her and push her out..thats not a right way to do..i can't be so evil..Hatred won't bring me to anywhere..same goes to sharon and louis..yes i once admired him..but once i knew he is not interested in me..i'm really hurt, but after all..everything was back to normal..after i knew sharon and win went along, i felt a bit heartache..but thats not because i'm stil into him..im not...its just a feeling..i dont know why as well...but what can i do..i can only say congrats to them..i wont hate them...what has over is over..no turning back..goes to how jessi, jonathan and i were now...i ahould be mature enough to think this way..and jonathan..he's really a nice guy..just that he has a really bad attitute...he's just so in love with jessi only he said those frank words to me..so i should learn to forgive and forget..but however, these will never change my mind..i'm still willing to give up my friendship after i'm settled with everything in K.L..i'm planning to leave to elsewhere and find new friends again..bt the first place i would like to go is ADELAIDE!!! siew lenf wait for me..before that, i can't wait for siew leng to come over here and visit me..i'm still waiting for her to get confirm..haha..i really love her so much..more as a sister!!!!!

Unforgettable moments

Hey there, my blog has been left aside for so long..was quite buzy with lots of stuff recently..anyway, lots of things happened..mostly, unhappy ones..Firstly..jessi and i are no longer friends anymore..for some reason..not my fault anyway..our friendship had lasts since the day they treated me that way..i never knew because i didnt put in much effort into the gingerbread assignment could cause them to be so misunderstanding and jessi, i thought she understands me but unfortunately...not..she's not understanding than siew leng was.. she just know how to pretend to be innocent..she didn't even explian for me to sinnee and jonathan why i can't stay and helped them finished the last part of the work..she didnt at all..at one side, she told me she didn't..but at the other side sinnee didn't even knw the reason...and bcz of such misunderstandings, jonathan came up to my facebook and messed up..saying im bull-shitting her..hey, c'mon, like when did i? whn on hell did i..what i said is all fact! Saying that, im like a child, i'm immature, brunei ppl can't think well..hey c'mon see who's the one who's immature?? And we got better a bit during the leadership assignment...but later..jonathan, without knowing anything...he said i wanna start the war again bcz he saw my wall posts...what i 'd wrote there was for them..y must he be so sensitive to it? ita my privacy to post what i like..he has no rights to stop me to do that! Don't he think he's being so rascal recently? he thought he's cool but he's totally not! I hated people like this..always think that they're right, always like to misunderstands..never read and understand on what have been explained..jessi, being so fake to me..at one point telling me that she dosen't wanna end our friendship but at another point she said im bull shitting her...darn her! if i could be rash..i'll call her a bitch..but i don't wanna call her that..louis..being like a real dog...deserve how his other buddies treated him..loves to play and fool around..got my feeling lied..i'm sick of him..yea...sharon, my buddy was attrated to him..so what can i say? congrats lo...but not that proud to knw abt that..i'm willing to let my friendship with jessi, i am willing to let go the whole gang as well..i still can live without them..if u lemme choose either one..jessi or siew lemng..i'll let jessi off..i'll hold on to siew leng..i still remember what had happened to me and siew leng..i had a very huge misunderstanding on her..she got so upset..it was my fault...because i thought negative abt her...bt later bcz both of us were nt willing to let go our friendship..we're still who we are now..although we're apart, we still love each other..although we do argue, bt we never fall to what jessi and i was..so im really so disappointred with everything in K.L...esp. all my friends except for some...

Obsessed

Will the real MC please step to the mic?
MC- You need an MC, place to be
MC the MC
All up in the blogs
Say we met at the bar
When I don't even know who you are
Say we up in your house
Sayin' I'm up in your car
But you in LA but I'm out at Jermaine's
I'm up in the A- you're so so lame
and no on here even mentions your name
It must be the weed, it must be the E
cuz you be poppin, hood, you get it poppin'
Ooh boy why you so obsessed with me?
Boy I want to know- lyin' that you're sexin me
when everybody knows it's clear that you're upset with me
Ohh finally found a girl that you couldn't impress
Last man on the earth- still couldn't get this
You're delusional, you're delusional
Boy you're losing your mind
It's confusin yo, you're confused you know
Why you wasting your time?
Got you all fired up with your Napoleon complex
See right through you like you're bathin' in windex
Ooh Ohh Ohh boy why you so obsessed with me?
And all the ladies sing, all the girls sing
Soo Oohhhh Soo Oohh Obsessed
You on your job, you hittin' hard
Ain't gon feed you, gon' let you starve
Graspin' for air I'm ventilation
You out of breath, hope you ain't waitin
Tellin' the world how much you miss me
But we never were so why you trippin'
You a mom and pop, I'm a corporation
I'm the press conference, you a conversation
Ooh boy why you so obsessed with me?
Boy I want to know- lyin' that you're sexin me
when everybody knows it's clear that you're upset with me
Ohh finally found a girl that you couldn't impress
Last man on the earth- still couldn't get this
You're delusional, you're delusional
Boy you're losing your mind
It's confusin yo, you're confused you know
Why you wasting your time?
Got you all fired up with your Napoleon complex
See right through you like you're bathin' in windex
Ooh Ohh Ohh boy why you so obsessed with me?
And all the ladies sing, all the girls sing
Soo Oohhhh Soo Oohh Obsessed

Yesterday

i just cant believe your gone
still waitin for mornin to come
when i see if the sun will rise, in the way that your by my side
well we got so much in store
tell me what is it im reaching for
when were through building memories ill hold yesterday in my heart
in my heart

they can take tomorrow and the plans we made
they can take the music that we never play
all the broken dreams take everything
just take it away, but they can never have yesterday
they can take the future that we'll never know
they can take the places that we said we will go
all the broken dreams take everything
just take it away, but they can never have yesterday

you always choose to stay
i should be thankful for everyday
heaven knows what the future holds, or least where the story goes
i never believed untill now
i know il see you again im sure
no its not selfish to ask for more
one more night one more day one more smile on your face
but they cant take yesterday

they can take tomorrow and the plans we made
they can take the music that we never play
all the broken dreams take everything
just take it away, but they can never have yesterday
they can take the future that we'll never know
they can take the places that we said we will go
all the broken dreams take everything
just take it away, but they can never have yesterday

i thought our days would last forever
but it wasnt our destiny
cause in my mind we had so much time, but i was so wrong
no i can believe that
i can still find the strengh in the moments we made
im lookin back on yesterday

U got it bad

When you feel it in your body
You found somebody who makes you change your ways
Like hanging with your crew
Said you act like you're ready
But you don't really know
And everything in your past - you wanna let it go

I've been there, done it, humped around
After all that - this is what I found
Nobody wants to be alone
If you're touched by the words in this song
Then baby...

U got, u got it bad
When you're on the phone
Hang up and you call right back
U got, u got it bad
If you miss a day without your friend
Your whole life's off track
You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house
You don't wanna have fun
It's all you think about
U got it bad when you're out with someone
But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else
U got it bad

When you say that you love 'em
And you really know
Everything that used to matter, don't matter no more
Like my money, all my cars
(You can have it all back)
Flowers, cards and candy
(I do it just cause I'm...)
Said I'm fortunate to have you girl
I want you to know
I really adore you
All my people who know what's going on
Look at your mate, help me sing my song
Fallas I'm your man, you're my girl
I'm gonna tell it to the whole wide world
Ladies say I'm your girl, you're my man
Promise to love you the best I can

See I've been there, done it, walk around
After all that - this is what I found
Everyone of y'all are just like me
It's too bad that you can't see
That you got it bad...hey

U got, u got it bad
When you're on the phone
Hang up and you call right back
U got, u got it bad
If you miss a day without your friend
Your whole life's off track
You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house
You don't wanna have fun
It's all you think about
U got it bad when you're out with someone
But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else
U got it bad

breakdown

U got, u got it bad
When you're on the phone
Hang up and you call right back
U got, u got it bad
If you miss a day without your friend
Your whole life's off track
You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house
You don't wanna have fun
It's all you think about
U got it bad when you're out with someone
But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else
U got it bad

Confession Patr 2

These are my confessions
Just when I thought I said all I can say
My chick on the side said she got one on the way
These are my confessions
Man I'm throwed and I dont know what to do
I guess I gotta give you part 2 of my confessions
If I'm gonna tell it then I gotta tell it all
Damn near cried when I got that phone call
I'm so throwed and I don't know what to do
But to give you part 2 of my confessions

[Verse 1]
Now this gon' be the hardest thing I think I ever had to do
Got me talkin' to myself askin' how I'm gon' tell you
'bout that chick on part 1 I told ya'll I was creepin' with, creepin' with
Said she's 3 months pregnant and she's keepin' it
The first thing that came to mind was you
Second thing was how do I know if it's mine and is it true
Third thing was me wishin' that I never did what I did
How I ain't ready for no kid and bye bye to our relationship

[Chorus]
These are my confessions
Just when I thought I said all I can say
My chick on the side said she got one on the way
These are my confessions
Man I'm throwed and I don't know what to do
I guess I gotta give you part 2 of my confessions
If I'm gonna tell it then I gotta tell it all
Damn near cried when I got that phone call
I'm so throwed and I don't know what to do
But to give you part 2 of my confessions

[Verse 2]
See when this stuff goes through be tryna figure out
When, what, and how I'mma let this come out of my mouth
Said it ain't gon' be easy
But I need to stop thinkin', contemplatin'
Be a man and get it over with (over with)
I'm ridin' in my whip
Racin' to her place
Talkin' to myself
Preparin' to tell her to her face
She open up the door and didn't want to come near me
I said why ? baby?
Please hear me

[Chorus]
These are my confessions
Just when I thought I said all I can say
My chick on the side said she got one on the way
These are my confessions
Man I'm throwed and I don't know what to do
I guess I gotta give you part 2 of my confessions
If I'm gonna tell it then I gotta tell it all
Damn near cried when I got that phone call
I'm so throwed and I don't know what to do
But to give you part 2 of my confessions

[Breakdown]
This by far is the hardest thing I think I've ever had to do
To tell you, the woman I love
That I'm having a baby by a woman that I barely even know
I hope you can accept the fact that I'm man enough to tell you this
And hopefully you'll give me another chance
This ain't about my career
This ain't about my life
It's about us
Please

[Chorus]
These are my confessions
Just when I thought I said all I can say
My chick on the side said she got one on the way
These are my confessions
Man I'm throwed and I don't know what to do
I guess I gotta give you part 2 of my confessions
If I'm gonna tell it then I gotta tell it all
Damn near cried when I got that phone call
I'm so throwed and I don't know what to do
But to give you part 2 of my confessions